express weakness, but don’t rely on it. is that what i’m doing? is that what you’re doing?
do not mask truth
day 38
it’s extremely beneficial for you to be here.
fast/control/abstain/growth/freedom
day 37
care about the right things
day 36
honesty to the fullest extent includes multiple wash/dry cycles
day 35
identity quest
venture into the woods and find out you can’t exist elsewhere
day 34
not a way, but a reason
day 33
remember
you have bones
and move them
day 32
it’s for no one
it’s for you
it’s for everyone
rock bottom might not exist until you perceive a bottom.
day 31
day 30
so many cycles
so many cycles
it can be
hidden and not your time
day 29
sacrifice is the spice of life
day 28
promoting space and getting dirty all the time
integrate shadow
what depths we will gooooooooooo!
day 27
day 26
profound meaninglessness as a result of making sure your face looks a certain way.
devolution of the general population, slow and soft and easy
heightened emphasis on bodily performance, destruction of wisdom
fires blazing sound the alarm
hits on the radio sound the alarm
no discernment as a result of postmodern idealist failings
no reason, no nature, only power
no grace, no beauty, only theatrics
individual self discovery, uncharted waters yet again and forever
masks
day 25
really deep unconscious things
day 24
seeds of a witch hunt
day 23
faith based choice, there are no enemies
but there are wrong ways of living that cause harm
day 22
chomping at the bit to feel negated. is it worth it?
your eyes seem dead and that worries me about the state of your inner thoughts
lets heal this primordial problem by talking about how i'm so not free!
mirror mirror, this man is broken
spreadsheets on timeliness to social engagements or are you fitting in well enough or have you canceled plans to find deeper truths
the babies are leaving the nest and the babies suck essential living forces out of the fabric of the universe
hopefully
day 21
the most nuanced feeling
witnessing the first steps into mania
the most disparate and awkward
the most fine and telling
the most familar
by those you care most about
receiving malice in its utterance
by those who will not witness it
but continue to seek a gilded glory
all too familar
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language is not enough to communicate with ancient/present spirit. ideologies crystalize the language, furthering distance from spirit. validation crystalizes an ideology, further still from spirit.
we construct our own negation. we facilitate our alienation. we withhold our own answers. to gain standing, we obscure the solution with our own egotistical failings, pushing them to become collective burdens others must tend to.
we do this because we have failed to become a collection of individuals capable of overcoming spiritual birth pains in solidarity and are instead becoming a collection of validated ideologies -- spiritually devoid, feeble, death-centric.
do not long for emptiness in others because you cannot fill your own vessel
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day 20
maintain authenticity without becoming so utterly false in action and image