the longer i sit with myself, the more clear it is that I want to be an artist of ideas first… and this has been extremely difficult to accept - years - because it’s associated with the absolute depravity in my soul -some powerful people use it as an avenue for extreme self worship and this is bad- this must be accepted and fed, not feared, but spoken despite you:::::

(historically abusing our own kind has lead to present civilization trauma reactions//distractions//disassociation// or violent simplification. auto update…//